Once Upon A Starfish
1,79, 80,82,107,120,193,205,218,219,257

1- How are you?

fine i guess

79- What’s your favourite scent? And on the opposite sex?

is this talking about perfume/cologne? i guess i wear Lovely the most. i like anything with a zest to it. and i find the spicier scents sexy on others.

80- What is your favorite season?


82- What are four things you can’t live without and why?

my own transportation. i feel very trapped if i go more than a month without my own ride. i feel vulnerable. and too reliant on others.

air conditioning or a fan. i can sleep in the cold, but not when im hot. i’ve gone days before if the air was out or something. so yeah, i need some type of something to make it cooler.

my phone. it keeps me connected to the rest of the world. i dont really have friends or family even within a days drive from here so my phone is sort of my lifeline

friends. i don’t do so well on my own. i tend to fill up the empty spaces with monsters from my mind.

107- If your best friend died, what would you do?

i’d be devastated, honestly. i know that i would break down. be inconsolable. i’d attend the funeral. i’d mourn. and then i’m not sure. i don’t cope so well with loss.

120- Based on past relationships or crushes, describe your perfect boyfriend/girlfriend:

i want someone who makes me laugh and can talk in depth about a plethora of topics. i want someone who will analyze life, themselves, fiction, and other topics freely with me. i want someone who is confident and motivated, who has goals. someone who is mature/serious enough to be there for me when it’s important. i want someone who has faith. someone who encourages me and accepts me even when i’m weak or when my anxieties show. i want someone who likes to travel and do new things and learn. i want someone who is a little aggressive. someone who isn’t afraid of rough or tender affections in the bedroom (or elsewhere XD). i want a friend, a confidant, and ally, a lover, a partner, and a soulmate. and it wouldn’t hurt if they had big brown eyes.

too much to ask? heh. probably.

193- If you were an element on the Periodic Table, which would you be and why?

Hg - mercury

why? because its gorgeous and tempting, but deadly if you get too close.  it’s useful, but not practical. etc.

205- Leave me a cute message:

walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light :3

218- If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do?

find a way to fly home and be with my loved ones. eat my favorite foods. laugh. talk about the past with friends and crack up at all the inside jokes. pray and spend time with God. roast marshmallows and look up at the stars until i took my last breath.

219- Which movie character do you most identify with and why? 

i guess at the moment the most prominent character would be Bruce Banner. i feel for the guy. we’ve both come from an abusive situation as children. both of us have had to deal with lingering anxiety and anger problems as a result. he has few friends, if any. he feels out of place. lonely. not good enough. dangerous. he’s attempted suicide. the list goes on. what i admire about bruce is that he pulled himself out of his self-inflicted exile and became a true hero. i have tried to play a more active role in the world, doing my part for others when they are hurting or questioning or anything… but i would like to do more. be more. be better. bruce tries so hard. i hope that people can see that i’m trying too. 

257- Make a confession:

i find thick southern genteel accents like theodore bagwell’s and doc holliday’s very, very sexy.

Wow. What’s this? The Late Late Show with Craig Ferguson? And who is that in the audience? Oh, me? Yeah. Awesomesauce.


Nothing much. I’m in L.A., finally got my room. Painted it yesterday. It’s awesome. Dyed my hair. First time I’ve ever done anything to it - kinda weird but meh. Cool stuffs. Still no job. If you cross fingers or pray or voodoo or whatnot, send good vibes my way. I don’t have a way to pay rent once the money runs out, and it’s going fast.

Buuuuuuut, my SCIENCE BRO will be here in SIX DAYS to visit me and I am all ASDFGHJKL;

…so that’s a plus ^_^

Anyway. That’s what’s up atm.

71. Marry me?
—-Isn’t it too soon?
-Why not.
73. Let’s go out at least?
—wait…are we getting married or going out?

Well, I just want the best for you. That’s all. <3

And that’s what makes you an incredible person. I appreciate it. All of it. Our friendship, the support you give me, the encouragement for me to try new things. It means a lot.

I know it sounds cheesy, but I think you need to follow your heart. <3 <3 <3

Thank you. Seriously.





Round 1 of Team Free Will meetup with GISHWHES thrown in for style points. I hope that nice girl from the GISHWHES tower gets set free soon.

It was a fair bit lonely after my Impala friend disappeared but at least I got some nice photos of other people I’m pleased with. Man, there has got to be a better place for photos for next year.

Even better photos of me and Cait as Fem!Dean and Fem!Cas!

(whoops, put this on the wrong blog at first)


I guess that means you like? :D

OMFG theundeadarealive is tumblrfamous! *happydances* 

YO! YO! THAT’S BEES MAH SCIENCE BRO!!! *points at the sexiest Castiel and gigglesnorts with glee*


when you have unlimited texting but only text two people


Apparently his ‘hulk’ is impressive according to her face…



Apparently his ‘hulk’ is impressive according to her face…

Just because I can....9,17, 31, 45

9: How late did you stay up last night?

sunrise, my dear fellow. though a little birdy told me that i was asleep before you *narrows eyes* Coulson.

17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?


31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?

not always. but yes.

45: What is wrong with you right now?


God look at them. Tony’s all like, “Look at me! I’m flawless.” And Bruce is like, “You are.”

theundeadarealive replied to your post: flawless.
You must be talking about me. ;)


Going to see The Avengers


For the 4th time now………


That’s all I need.


I’m jealous.